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Realized that I sorta have to expand my music taste ;;-_- . For the longest time I have been living off of various types of edm/idm such as breakcore, dnb, jungle, speedcore/extratone, house, trance, chiptune, nerdcore techno and even noise .. basically anything similar. I am very fascinated with how it works but also how most of it sounds, trackers ... sampling ... using literal gameboys and a shit ton of other cool stuff hgfhsdgd. all of it is genuinely so cool but I digress ..

As much as I LOVE lovelove edm, I feel like I gotta expand my taste ... I'm already into genres like ska, post-hardcore, nu metal and whatever prozzak and panchiko is .. but I start missing the cool sounds I hear in edm ;;-_- not saying that any of it bores me tho. I also thought about how much easier it is to talk about music to people who isn't into edm or find cd's in music stores.

I especially want to listen to more post-hardcore or ska, my favorite bands that fall under these two genres at the moment are The Used, Taking Back Sunday, MU330 and Slow Gherkin ^^. whoever is seeing this (somehow) .. drop a rec or something heheh . I'll still end up using last fm, bandcamp and anything like that to find cool music but being suggested something feels more exciting ...
(I still feel weird using soulseek .. er. honestly I don't know why I keep it on my taskbar ... looks cool I guess. don't kill me people)

oh yeah my finger hurts so bad. ow.. oh yeah I gotta make my account on here look cooler. hrm. okay I'm out .. byebye (btw I'm finally using tags. yay)

Current Mood: nerdy
Current Music: taking back sunday - cute without the e

not the best way to start off the year but alright

For the past few months I haven't been going to school, one reason being for the sake of my mental health and the second reason being that. I literally have no way of even getting to school. I won't be getting into it any further. but it's all my fault.

I had hopes for this year, I wanted to improve myself and actually attempt to make a new friend at school or reconnect with my current ones who I don't really see that often .. but what fucking happens? I get pulled from school to get homeschooled. but since my dad and his girlfriend are useless I gotta do online school. But when covid hit I didn't learn SHIT from online school. I was already struggling in school anyway because I'm genuinely slow and stupid.

I seriously don't see any hope for this year. or for me at all .. I was so excited to work on myself too

I don't really know what to do anymore. All I can do is accept the fact that I'm going to have an awful future.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: kuniaki haishima - rebirth

uwahh. My leg hurts so bad. I'm always placing my laptop on it for long amounts of time .. the only thing I can do is just stretch. I've got no room for a comfortable chair and my desk is a mess ... my ROOM is a mess . Hope I could start cleaning it someday.

it's specifically my left leg that hurts, my right leg is fine .... urggh. I just want to drawwwwwwwwww................................

Current Mood: sore
Current Music: car that just passed by as I'm typing this

so er. My order for that applegeeks book got cancelled ... atleast my mac hall book got thru ^_^ my bad for bragging ... I was really excited ...

somehow I'm not really surprised that this happend? which is weird because I'm sorta new to Ebay and stuff ... I DID order it on Christmas eve but I don't believe that was it. oh and somehow I'm not disappointed either?? idk it's weird, I sorta just accepted it . it's especially weird because this is my hyperfixation ..

I'll see on what I can do to at least have my hands on an applegeeks book though

still excited for that mac hall book, the applegeeks book didn't cost as much (trust me. it was still worth a lot but not as much as mac hall.)

oh yeah. and I'm sorta glad that I'm not disappointed either .. idk why. anyways I'm gonna go grind on my favorite roblox game ever NO MORE TIME

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: jea/dj sharpnel - makiba (I LISTEN TO MORE DJ SHARPNEL!!)

I'm gonna make this quick since I was just about to draw ... but I just ordered volume 2 of applegeeks and mac hall ^_^ I'm so happy ... Although I'm a bit ashamed that I spent my christmas money on webcomic books but oh well. I'm still happy ....

I wanted to get the first volume of applegeeks but for some reason all the listings were more expensive than the second volume ... Oh and the cover for the second volume is the best robot girl in webcomic fiction EVE .. I'll have my hands on volume 1 soon hopefully.

Mac hall is one of my favorite webcomics EVER ... I started reading applegeeks wayy later I fear. but I read mac hall like. 2 years ago I think ... I always wanted the book so bad but it's so so expensive ... I'm so happy to finally get it.

SO when those arrive I'll have vgcats, megatokyo (4 of them), applegeeks and mac hall ദ്ദി •⩊• ) And more in the future ... (I'm thinking of getting penny arcade next. or pvp online ... we'll see) .. As I stated before I just need two more books for megatokyo but I'm pretty happy with what I've got now ... or three if book 7 ever comes out.

am I going insane whats wrong with the text ... alright I'm out. bye bye

Hello!!! Merry Christmas ... It's actually tomorrow but I'm a little busy tomorrow as I'm going to a relatives place, I won't be talking much about Christmas because I admit that I haven't really been feeling festive .. at all .. I have no room for a tree because living with procrastinating parents who can't even keep a CORNER of the house clean is great.

Despite that. I have a lot to say about next year ... Mostly goals and stuff. I guess. For the longest time I avoided new year resolutions because 1. everyone else does 2. I literally never cared 2. they're just. stressful ... I don't feel like explaining why atm (I'm tired. I haven't slept yet ...) so I'll just get moving.

I'm hoping to read more webcomics next year and actually like. read them ... and I mean like. Not reading up to page 100 (feh. even that's hard) but I mean the whole thing, as stated in one of my past entries it took an entire year for me to finish Megatokyo when it should've taken like. a week.. maybe even in just a few days. I want to start reading webcomics in one sitting basically. I have a lot of webcomics I want to read ... I already talked about this in my last entry, I made a list for gods sake ... so I'll just move on.

Linux always fascinated me. I had always loved open-source, tinkering and personalizing shit .. also Tux the Penguin ^_^ it sounds RIGHT up my alley . Earlier this year I went on a whole research craze on Linux, I didn't end up doing the switch because I researched everything BUT the installing process, it got really overwhelming ... Also I got really lazy and then I had just started school so I also just got really busy. (bleh. some help would be nice ... too bad I'm scared of most Linux users, sorry) I have to admit that it all started because I wanted to be cool like Largo ... His entire character is just Linux and computers :P (+ A PvP online, User Friendly, XKCD and Scott from ctrl alt del.) My entire personality and interests are built off of webcomics ... fml) Webcomics isn't the only reason why I considered the switch, windows genuinely just ... sucks ... I don't feel like getting into it because it should be really obvious on how I feel about it. However, I'm considering installing Linux on one of my old laptops just to start off small ^_^ it sounds reasonable ... and more fun than installing it on my main laptop. First I just need to actually find it ... urgh. Oh yeah and I just want a new hobby idk I can't just draw all the time

Speaking of drawing ... I really want to improve ... who doesn't. But I mean I want to learn to draw something like Mech by the end of next year, I don't expect that I'll be perfect but I want to at least KNOW how to draw it if that makes any sense. I have been trying to improve my anatomy and dynamic poses, I still have a lot to learn but I am positive that I'll get there .... If I try hard enough. Oh and I want to draw backgrounds. I cant just slap a gradient behind a character and call it a day ... Basically learn the fundamentals ^_^ I improved a lot this year and I'm hopeful that I'll get even better next year. (Thanks vgcats and Ian Mcconville for my passion to draw again)

This still sorta applies to my last goal but I want to make a webcomic of my own, It's reallyreally simple and I already have a lot of ideas. It'll be a "practice" comic for something I want to make for the future which is wayy more lore-heavy and includes a lot of world-building (my ass...) . I don't want to talk too much about it here as I feel like this could be it's whole entry but basically ... It's a bland slice-of-life comedy but also furry idk. very inspired by Rob and Elliot and Sequential Art lol.

I want to start collecting more physical media :P I want more comics, I want more cds and more games. I do have a few stuff atm but I want .. moree ...I want to become an ebay warrior. Idk hopefully I'll feel motivated enough to clean my room and stuffs. oh and I want to start uploading shit onto soulseek so I can download stuff death-threat-free (cough. my fault. I haven't downloaded anything from there in months)

oh yeah I also just want a girlfriend idk. ok I'm going to bed ... this is pretty yappy so er. soorryyeyy I have a few more but these are the ones I'm more passionate about. I guess. anyway happy holidays and stuff ^_^ + I want to start adding tags. maybe my first entry of 2026 will have tags.

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: kid 606 - if i had a happy place this would be it

so er. It's been a while.

I made a webcomic-reading-to-do-list because for some reason this is super important to me, I finished a lot since my last entry and I wanted to talk about them here .. so consider this a review of all 4 of them except they're very very half-assed because I'm tired and can be barely considered a review. (I read these in the span of like 4-ish weeks. I'm very slow.) (Excuse the poor grammar.)

I finished/caught up with Megatokyo, Applegeeks, Exploitation Now and Sleepless Domain.

Starting off with Megatokyo...

Honestly, I have zero idea what was going on .. It was kinda hard to tell who was who when the fox girls took over ... I don't exactly hate it, just confused... Mugi and Yakugashi are cute doe ^.^ I liked that we got to learn more about Junpei and his family .. I think he's underrated In my opinion ... I might have to do a re-read so I can understand what was going on as it is still on-going and all .. The whole thing with Miho still confuses me, Despite everything I'm glad to finally be caught up on Megatokyo ^.^ I feel like I can actually call myself an mt fan now. heh. (9/10 because idk what's going on)

Secondly, Applegeeks...

I loved every second of it. The art improved a lot and the storyline with Frost and Eve (Basically. Japan arc. heh) was real interesting ... Dare I say more interesting the storyline where Eve went fucking berserk over a pc in the earlier strips. (tbh that was good too. I think I just like Frost. and his forehead ... huhuhu) Oh and uh... I really really Really REALLY love Eve and Alice guys . I've been thinking of them a lot as much as I've been thinking of Piro and Largo . Fuckk only if someone else was in the Applegeeks fandom to go insane about them with me . They make so much sense uwahhh.......... ok Sorry. I tried reading applegeeks 2 years ago but I was already reading penny arcade and mac hall. I wish I read it earlier .. uwaahh ... (10/10)

Thirdly, Explotation Now...

When I first started reading EN I dropped it when it was slowly developing a storyline, I was already reading Megatokyo so I didn't want to overwhelm myself by reading two webcomics with storylines at the same but I knew I wanted to pick it up again. .. Anywayyss I really really like Jordon .. I find her relatable in many many ways. she's a bad ass lesbian who is the same age as me and has about the same struggles as I do (sorta.) also she's just cute ^.^ I have to admit that I sorta got lost when the story progressed ... not saying I was 100% clueless of what was going on but .. I just started missing Bimbo and Ralph ... I'm a huge fan of anthropomorphic moogles and . gingers. (oh yeah. cool names. 2000s webcomics are great). oh yeah It was cool to see the art evolve!! this comic has such a unique art style, probably one of my fav 4-panel comics alongside mt. (btw I like the cameos mt and en have wit eachother, very very cool.)

btw. nsfw warning for this comic .. it's occasional but still. oh and horny moogles
(9/10 cuz I miss ralph..)

Lastly, Sleepless Domain...

I've always been a fan of Mary Cagle's Kiwiblitz, I have to admit that I never got to finishing it or getting far into it but I always liked her art ^^. (+ her involvement in law of talos). I really really like this comic!! I thought now was a great time to catch up because currently it is on hiatus. The concept is very interesting and. HP/Kokoro and Undine are soo . soo cute ... throughout the comic they support each other with their grief and I think it's the sweetest thing ever hhgfhhgf...... the art is really cute too .. I can't wait till the comic picks up again.

Oh yeah. I wanted to read more modern webcomics but idrk where to start, this might be a good start esp with the art style and all .. ^^.

anyways. that's all... Sorry that this sucks but I'm SUPER duper tired at the moment.
hopefully in future reviews (feh.) I'll get more in-depth with my opinions of these comics. I am capable of critiquing and discussing webcomics but I never really do it publicly ... This review isn't really supposed to be all that serious as I just wanted to make a new entry here.. and to brain vomit about webcomics. I'm off to bed now I'm tired as shit .. and happy december

Idk who cares, but this my current reading to-do-list

- sequential art (so far I really really like it ^^. actually sorta funny. art and kat are soo cute)
- sluggy freelance (I read a bit of it not too long ago but I couldn't read too much of it due to personal life stuff. I really really like riff, he's cute)
- rpg world (I read this like. 2-ish years ago but of course ... I was too busy reading PA and M|H. wish I read it earlier, and I mean WAY earlier cuz I sorta know about it in 2019 because of OK KO, years before I started reading webcomics.)

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: taking back sunday - the union

Since like February I have been reading this comic. Realistically it should've given me a few weeks. Or just a week. Maybe a few days if I'm insane

Now it's November .. I stopped reading mt for a few months and re-reading certain chapters instead of continuing . I don't like being that type of person but Piro was kinda pissing me off in chapter 11 (I've been on that stupid chapter since like. august) ... I just finished it today. Not bad really ..

feh. I'm also just really weird and I try to find certain times to read it ..

after I finish mt I want to finish applegeeks, I'm nearly finished it anyway so ^^. I need to make a proper reading list..

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: the flashbulb - chik habit

wish something interesting could happen in my life, I've only been going outside for school and uh. that's about it ... I don't know if my friends like me very much and I don't think they ever did ... I have online friends .. sorta. anyway.. it wouldn't hurt to talk about some past stuff.. well, of course .... not right now doe .. I'm working on something ^^. a strawpage ........ scary

ehh. maybe I'll make some megatokyo post later on .. I get scared when I post my own personal opinions and observations publicly ehe ... I sometimes get scared that I'm horribly wrong ... feh .

anyway. sorry for getting all piro . heh. my dads girlfriend has been getting on my nerves . and school . I don't feel like it'll get any better. AHH I'll stop now. Wish I was more like largo. without the b33r .

piro = depressed

largo = lowk still depressed but not like piro-depressed.

Current Mood: I dont know.
Current Music: prozzak - it's not so bad

read mac hall

Current Mood: moody
Current Music: venetian snares - my so-called life

I didn't forget about this . nothing interesting is happening currently and I don't have much to talk about right now ... also I don't feel like working on this yet so consider this a filler. whoever is actually reading this (again. hopefully nobody. yet)

If this is anything. I had a bad day today, everything made me irritated and I started getting really sad ... but thank god I'm always armed with my megatokyo books ... It made me feel a little better ^.^ (knowing piro is sad makes me happy. I'm just awesome like that.)

I only have the first 4 volumes, there are two more volumes I gotta get then I'll have the full collection ^_^ but er. There's also the endgames novels and Omnibus. I'll have my hands on all of them someday .. then I'll be able to properly consider myself the #1 megatokyo fan (of this decade)

I have been wanting to collect webcomic books or merch of webcomics for uh .. dopamine purposes? I've been a huge fan of webcomics for the past 2 years (and hopefully more to come) and I feel like I need to do more than just post fanart of it and miserably fail at popularizing them. I've been called "the webcomic guy" a few times and It doesn't feel deserving .. not yet atleast.

anyway enough of my webcomic yapping, it only get worse from here ... if I even decide to continue posting on here . bleh. anyways I was drawing largo . buh bye (btw. no tags just yet. I'll wait a few more entries)

Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: boards of canada - forest moon

been wanting to come back here for a while. I lost the password to my old account ... I don't really feel like linking it. I post a lot on my spacehey bulletin but never on my blog, since I like to yap a lot I might as well give dreamwidth another chance :p ... bulletins expire anyway.

I'm gonna go to sleep and work on this another time :p maybe tomorrow. it's like 3 am. nearly 4 .. uguu..

staying up talking about webcomics and reading them is great.. *sniff* but they keep me up at night because of how addicted I am to them.

night night to whoever sees this (no one. hopefully)

Current Mood: back hurt.
Current Location: my bed
Current Music: fan